Stupid Hair

I've been dealing with alopecia since the summer before 10th grade...  It sucks and I hate it.  Every time it gets better, it gets even worse.  This time, it's kinda been a roller-coaster of in between good and bad for just short of two years.  The last time I went to the doctor, he was really excited because it was getting better.  Now, a month later, I'm losing handfuls of hair every time I wash, comb, and do it.  I can't just not do anything to my hair otherwise it gets nasty and falls out even more.  I'm tired of dealing with it.....  Please hair, stop hating me and just let me be a normal girl.

Is that too much to ask for?