we all have a story...: Update....

In case any of you were wondering.... I'm doing so good with my goals! Praying in the mornings is still hard, but I've been eating better (mostly) and doing my little workout each night. I haven't used my pass, but I've looked into cancelling it, so that's good. Life is still a little rough, but everything will work out in the end.

I've been struggling with what I should do for next semester/next fall. I haven't known if I should stay at SUU or if I should transfer up north so I can work at the Rec Center and have a full time job and go to the U or somewhere else. I was thinking it was a really great opportunity, but now I'm not sure. Maybe this is the summer where I get to go to Africa and help out there instead of coming back here. I could get sponsors so I wouldn't really have to pay anything. I just need to look into it more! Anyway, things are good. I'm didn't get all the classes I wanted for next semester, but I'm still working on going to it! I'm hoping people get dropped on the day tuition is due (seriously that would be amazing). But until then I'm not a full time student..... Which is sketchy cuz I'm not sure if my scholarship will work but I don't wanna sign up for some lame class and then have to pay the fees for it and then drop it once I get into a different one. We'll see. Maybe I'll go ask the financial aid office if they have any advice on what to do. But til then, I'm taking a baby 11 credits.. Instead of 17 like I had planned.... Huge difference!

On other news: I came home! It was a huge surprise to everyone, my littlest sister especially. When I left to go back to school she moved her bed into my room so she wasn't sharing with Avery anymore. But she was sleeping in my bed when I got home (past midnight so everyone was asleep). I was just laying there not making a peep and she randomly woke up, looked at me, and starts saying, "what are you doing? who are you??! what are you doing here?!" She was so freaked out and then her little half awake tired voice was too great. I just busted up laughing and it was honestly pretty freaky, but her reaction was thee best. My family is funny. I then woke my brother up this morning and he like jumped on me he was so excited I was home. My other sister was just like "Why are you home??" when I walked in the bathroom this morning. I love it that I surprised everyone by coming home (minus my dad since I told him so I wouldn't get hurt sneaking in way late). It's good to see everyone and I'm even more excited to see my grandparents this afternoon!

Here's some photos from my life of late.. From like beginning of October and on...