"Holy-Damn-Moly"

I love Cindy.  And this is my favorite thing to hear her say.  And it's how I feel lately.  So holy damn moly, my life is so crazy I can't believe it!  I really love blogging, but I've been horrible at posting, my apologies.  My life takes over and I forget things.  But I just needed to update this and I have a lot of stories to tell I feel.  Because I know that Kate and T and waiting to hear about them since I haven't seen them in ages and ages (two more weeks ladies and we will be reunited!!!).  Anyway, one week ago I moved back to Cedar and it was about freaking time!  Let me lead up to that point though.  Oh goodness, I haven't been on here for a month so this will be good.  Alright, well I think I left off with the weekend of the 4th at Clay's house in Provo.  That was just the beginning of fun with him :)

So Clay is 28 or 29. That's fine right?? I dunno......  Okay, well it was either the next weekend or right after that but we went back to Provo because we were going to try and go to the Spanish Fork rodeo.  We didn't end up being able to get tickets so we just had dinner and walked  around the carnival thing.  Johnny bought Cindy dinner, but that's expected cuz they're married right?  But then Clay bought me dinner.  So I was like um okay??? I didn't know what to think.  Then while walking around the carnival he played this game and won a stuffed animal monkey and gave it to me.  And picked out purple cuz he knows I like that color.  Cute right? Except that I'm still way confused at what's going on.  Finally later on we were all talking about something and he said the following "...we're on a date."  And I don't say anything out loud, but in my head I'm like is he being serious?  What is going on?  Freak, I dunno.  So then the next day is Sunday and Clay came to Bountiful to hang out with us.  We went to some friend's house and just talked and roasted mallows.  Then Monday we had these huge plans to float the Provo River (Story to come).  Anyway, we ended up spending the day at this pool instead and then going to the Spanish Fork Rodeo that night.  It was way fun and my first time ever at a real rodeo!  So anyway that was the end of Clay for that week...Til Saturday anyway.  That Saturday I went on a really awesome 6.5 mile run with Cindy, Scott, and Schatzie.  Then headed to Johnny's golf tournament with Cindy.  Next we headed to Provo to go hang out at the pool with Clay.  Clay picked me up at one point and threw me in the pool and when we were going around the lazy river he was always doing all this flirty stuff like holding me under the waterfall or dragging me backwards.  It was just a way chill day and then we went and got some groceries, made a delicious dinner of shishcabobs or however you spell it and fruit and veggies and chips and this yummy salsa dip.  Then we put in a movie, and me and Clay cuddled.  Guys, I'm 19.  What am I thinking?  Well, I for sure don't know!  Clay is just a sweetheart and way nice and when the night had ended we had kissed.  WHAT?????!!!! Yeah, I know, crazieness.  And then I moved two days later.  It's fine.  We've talked a little but what can you expect when we're both way busy and he like has a real life and job and I'm in college.  It's fine.  Did I mention he was married a couple years ago and his wife left him?  Yeah......... People, I have no idea what I'm digging myself into.  If anyone knows, please inform me.

Here's the cute purple monkey Clay won me!

Okay I feel like this is a long enough post and with way too much deep information that I'm completely clueless about.  More will follow, be excited!