Ragnar!!

Alright, so this weekend was Ragnar.  But let me rewind a bit!

I went on my date with Sam.  It was fantastic! (I've been saying fantastic a lot lately... It's my current go-to word.)  We went bowling, went to Wingers for dinner, and then went back to his house and roasted s'mores and played uno.  It really was such fun and so chill--no pressure!
I also went on my date with Alec.  I just don't think anything is really there. He's nice but not my type......  And I feel really bad because I think he really likes me.  The girl that set me up with him just kept telling me how he kept saying how excited he was.  Hopefully I wasn't too much of a bummer date.  Story with this date!  He said he'd pick me up at 7.  I was like sweet, I'll be off work then.  I got stuck at work because of this dumb girl who wouldn't give up on trying to get her job back after we fired her.  So obnoxious!! But I get this call from my mom "Hey, so your date is here..." And I was like "uh, send him to the rec center..I'm so sorry"  So obviously that was an awesome start to a first date.  Actually, I felt way dumb and way embarrassed and way bad.  But then we went mini-golfing, which I actually beat him at I'm pretty sure.  And I'm horrible at golfing, so that's saying something haha.  Then we went to Yogotogo to get frozen yogurt.  Around 10 I was way tired so I was like, can you take me home? Ha!! Ah I'm such a horrible date you guys!  But yeah that was how that went.  And he still wants to go on another date with the girl who originally set us up.  Uh, we'll see........
Still no date with Mitch.  He's still being weird and I'm tired of waiting around for him.
My boss's brother came home Thursday!! And ohmigoodness he is ATTRACTIVE!  So much cuter than his pictures :)  I helped babysit his little nieces and nephews while he was getting released Thursday.  Then I didn't see him Friday.  Saturday him and his dad went up to Ragnar to watch Cindy run.  So I saw him Saturday as well.  Then yesterday (Father's Day) was his homecoming.  I went and hung out with his family and just totally felt like this creeper cuz we barely met. But Cindy was like no no, you just need to hang out with less people and not such a busy time.  Plus my family loves you and having you hang out with them.  So then I felt a little better, but still, I want to really get to know him!  And it'd be fantastic if we dated :)!!!!!!!!!

Alright, so onto Ragnar:  I didn't really train at all, which wasn't smart.  But I still did it!  My first leg was 5.6 miles, second leg 4.9, and last leg 7.7.  The last was the worst because my hips were hurting way bad and no amount of ibuprofen was helping.  So that really sucked since the last leg was uphill mostly and it really just sucked.  But anyway that was my weekend and it was lovely!!!!  I hope I get to know Brent better and that something happens there.  Because I had the realization last night that my summer is half over!  And then my dear friend Mason reminded me today that I haven't even had a summer fling yet! Haha so I can't wait to see how things works out.

I love all you sweet people who read this.  And you're all just FANTASTIC!! <3

???????

all i have on my mind are questions.

remember mitch? yeah. so he moved to chicago to sell pest control for the summer, right? and then he kept telling me he missed me.  i simply told him not to and that really he only missed my kisses. and he said that he loved my kisses but he really missed me. i didn't know whether or not to really believe him. and i still don't. i'm still way confused!  the day before memorial day he called me and said he had a question for me. so i get all nervous what he's gonna ask. and he asks me if i'll go on a date with him the next weekend. i told him he was in chicago. he told me he was moving home. i said yes.  now this date still hasn't happened and me and him talked a little bit about what's all going down or not going down or whatever. but i'm seriously so confused! i just want him to tell me all his thoughts that he supposedly has.  so now i just have questions. questions for him. questions for myself. questions for us.  i have no idea what's going to happen and it's driving me nuts!!!!

til then though... i'm stuck wondering. and getting dates with other guys!  there's this boy, alec. he told my friend lizie that he thought i was "so hot. so attractive." so now we've been texting and seen each other a couple times and talked on the phone once too.  but i don't really know him.  so i'm excited for that date whenever it happens.

i'm also supposed to double with my brother.  he'd go with gabi and i'd go with gabi's brother sam.  so it'd be a cute little brother/sister double. haha. too bad my brother sucks and is always "tired." i don't believe him. i think he's just lazy.

next up, is cindy's brother.  she set me up writing him while he was on his mission like a year ago maybe? and now he gets home from his mission next thursday. it's craziness! so i guess a date with him will happen soon too.

i'm excited for lots of dates. but my biggest concern right now is mitch and what's going on there.  so yeah!  those are my thoughts right now and i just felt like saying them aloud.

oh and I MISS YOU KATE AND T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!